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CHAPTER XVII.

MY TUTOR FALLS IN LOVE WITH MY QUONDAM WIFEDIFFICULTIES THEREUPON-I TAKE HER AGAIN TO WIFE MYSELF A RETROSPECT ATTENDED WITH DISAGREEABLE CONSEQUENCES-I FREIGHT A SLOOP, AND EMBARK FOR THE MADEIRAS.

AFTER she had been some time in this place, she recovered her spirits, and grew cheerful; her fallen flesh plumped up, and the sunk and hollow parts filled again; so that she began to recover something of that brightness, and charming countenance, which was once so very agreeable to me; and sometimes I could not help having warm desires towards her, and of taking her into her first station again; but there were many difficulties occurred, which I could not get over a great while.

But in the meantime another odd accident happened, which put me to a very great difficulty, and more than I could have thought such a thing could be capable of. My tutor, a man of wit and learning, and full of generous principles, who was at first moved with compassion for the misery of this gentlewoman, and, even then, thought there were some things more than common in her, as I have hinted now, when, as I say, she was recovered, and her sprightly temper restored and comforted, he was charmed so with her conversation that, in short, he fell in love with her. I hinted, in my former account of her, that she had a charming tongue, was mistress of abundance of wit, that she sung incomparably fine, and was perfectly well-bred; these all remained with her still, and made her a very agreeable person; and, in short, he came to me one evening, and told me that he came to ask my leave to let him marry the housekeeper.

I was exceedingly perplexed at this proposal, but, however, I gave him no room to perceive that. I told him I hoped he had considered well of it before he brought it so far as to offer it to me, and supposed that he had agreed that point so, that I had no consent to give, but as she had almost four years of her time to serve.

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He answered no, he paid such a regard to me, that he would not so much as take one step in such a thing without my knowledge, and assured me he had not so much as mentioned it to her. I knew not what answer indeed to make to him, but at last I resolved to put it off from myself to her, because then I should have opportunity to talk with her beforehand; so I told him he was perfectly free to act in the matter as he thought fit; that I could not say either one thing or another to it, neither had I any right to meddle in it; as to serving out her time with me, that was a trifle, and not worth naming, but I hoped he would consider well every circumstance before he entered upon such an affair as that.

He told me he had fully considered it already, and that he was resolved, seeing I was not against it, to have her whatever came of it, for he believed he should be the happiest man alive with her; then he ran on in his character of her, how clever a woman she was in the management of all manner of business, what admirable conversation she had, what a wit, what a memory, what a vast share of knowledge, and the like; all which I knew to be the truth, and yet short of her just character too; for, as she was all that formerly when she was mine, she was vastly improved in the school of affliction, and was all the bright part, with a vast addition of temper, prudence, judgment, and all that she formerly wanted.

I had not much patience, as you may well imagine, till I saw my honest housekeeper, to communicate this secret to her, and to see what course she would steer on so nice an occasion; but I was suddenly taken so ill with a cold, which held for two days, that I could not stir out of doors; and in this time the matter was all done and over, for my tutor had gone the same night, and made his attack, but was coldly received at first, which very much surprised him, for he made no doubt to have her consent at first word. However, the next day he came again, and again the third day, when, finding he was in earnest, and yet that she could not think of anything of that kind, she told him, in few words, that she thought herself greatly obliged to him for such a testimony of his respect to her, and should have embraced it willingly, as anybody would suppose one in her circumstances should do, but that she would not abuse him so much; for that, she must acknowledge to him, she was under obligations that prevented

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her; that was, in short, that she was a married woman, and had a husband alive.

This was so sincere, but so effectual an answer, that he could have no room to reply one word to it; but that he was very sorry, and that it was a very great affliction to him, and as great a disappointment as ever he met with.

The next day after he had received this repulse, I came to the plantation-house, and, sending for the housekeeper, I began with her, and told her that I understood she would have a very advantageous proposal made to her, and that I would have her consider well of it, and then told her what my tutor had said to me.

She immediately fell a crying, at which I seemed to wonder very much. O! sir, says she, how can you name such a thing to me? I told her that I could name it the better to her, because I had been married myself since I parted from her. Yes, sir, says she, but the case alters; the crime being on my side, I ought not to marry; but, says she, that is not the reason at all, but I cannot do it. I pretended to press her to it, though not sincerely, I must acknowledge, for my heart had turned toward her for some time, and I had fully forgiven her in my mind all her former conduct; but, I say, I seemed to press her to it, at which she burst out in a passion; No, no, says she, let me be your slave rather than the best man's wife in the world. I reasoned with her upon her circumstances, and how such a marriage would restore her to a state of ease and plenty, and none in the world might ever know or suspect who or what she had been; but she could not bear it, but, with tears, again raising her voice, that I was afraid she would be heard, I beseech you, says she, do not speak of it any more; I was once yours, and I will never belong to any man else in the world; let me be as I am, or anything else you please to make me, but not a wife to any man alive but yourself.

I was so moved with the passion she was in at speaking this, that I knew not what I said or did for some time; at length I said to her, It is a great pity you had not long ago been as sincere as you are now, it had been better for us both; however, as it is, you shall not be forced to anything against your mind, nor shall you be the worse treated for refusing; but how will you put him off? No doubt he expects you will receive his proposal, as an advantage; and as he

sees no farther into your circumstances, so it is. O! sir, says she, I have done all that already; he has his answer, and is fully satisfied; he will never trouble you any more on that head; and then she told me what answer she had given him.

From that minute I resolved that I would certainly take her again to be my wife as before; I thought she had fully made me amends for her former ill conduct, and she deserved to be forgiven (and so indeed she did, if ever woman did, considering also what dreadful penance she had undergone, and how long she had lived in misery and distress); and that providence had, as it were, cast her upon me again; and, above all, had given her such an affection to me, and so resolved a mind, that she could refuse so handsome an offer of deliverance, rather than be farther separated from me.

As I resolved this in my mind, so I thought it was cruel to conceal it any longer from her; nor, indeed, could I contain myself any longer, but I took her in my arms; Well, says I, you have given me such a testimony of affection in this, that I can no longer withstand; I forgive you all that ever was between us on this account; and, since you will be nobody's but mine, you shall be mine again as you were at first.

But this was too much for her the other way, and now she was so far overcome with my yielding to her, that, had she not got vent to her passion, by the most vehement crying, she must have died in my arms; and I was forced to let her go, and set her down in a chair, where she cried for a quarter of an hour before she could speak a word.

When she was come to herself enough to talk again, I told her we must consider of a method how to bring this to pass, and that it must not be done by publishing there that she was my wife before, for that would expose us both, but that I would openly marry her again; this she agreed was very rational, and accordingly, about two months after, we were married again, and no man in the world ever enjoyed a better wife, or lived more happy than we both did for several years after.

And now I began to think my fortunes were settled for this world, and I had nothing before me but to finish a life of infinite variety, such as mine had been, with a comfortable retreat, being both made wiser by our sufferings and difficulties, and able to judge for ourselves what kind of life would

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be best adapted to our present circumstances, and what station we might look upon ourselves to be most completely happy. But man is a shortsighted creature at best, and in nothing more than in that of fixing his own felicity, or, as we may say, choosing for himself. One would have thought, and so my wife often suggested to me, that the state of life that I was now in, was as perfectly calculated to make a man completely happy, as any private station in the world could be. We had an estate more than sufficient, and daily increasing, for the supporting any state or figure that in that place we could propose to ourselves, or even desire to live in; we had everything that was pleasant and agreeable, without the least mortification in any circumstances of it; every sweet thing, and nothing to embitter it; every good, and no mixture of evil with it; nor any gap open where we could have the least apprehensions of any evil breaking out upon us; nor indeed was it easy for either of us, in our phlegmatic melancholy notions, to have the least imagination how anything disastrous could happen to us in the common course of things, unless something should befall us out of the ordinary way of providence, or of its acting in the world.

But an unseen mine blew up all this apparent tranquillity at once; and, though it did not remove my affairs there from me, yet it effectually removed me from them, and sent me a wandering into the world again; a condition full of hazards, and always attended with circumstances dangerous to mankind, while he is left to choose his own fortunes, and be guided by his own shortsighted measures.

I must now return to a circumstance of my history which had been past for some time, and which relates to my conduct, while I was last in England.

I mentioned how my faithful wife Moggy, with her tears and her entreaties, had prevailed with me not to play the madman, and openly join in the rebellion with the late Lord Derwentwater and his party, when they entered Lancashire; and thereby, as I may say, saved my life. But my curiosity prevailed so much at last, that I gave her the slip when they came to Preston, and at least thought I would go and look at them, and see what they were likely to come to.

My former wife's importunities, as above, had indeed prevailed upon me from publicly embarking in that enterprise, and joining openly with them in arms; and by this, as I have